lately i've been obsessing over babywearing... i began wearing beatrice very early on and i have a few different carriers, but lately i've been wanting more. i've been spending time on various babywearing boards and have realized that it's a vast and diverse community. and it's a community...there are so many women {and some men} out there, but it's still not very mainstream. unfortunately, the norm is still those very uncomfortable baby bjorns...
and with every community, there is definitely diversity...but many babywearing mamas fall into the crunchy mama realm: natural birth, cloth diapering, babywearing, AP, non-vaxing, co-sleeping, eating organic, respecting the child, gentle parenting, etc. i consider myself very crunchy, i definitely do all of the above, except the non-vaxing {my decision to vax is another, long post...}. i'm pretty on the hippie side and i also fall on the liberal side. my experience of "hippie" coming from the san francisco bay area {haight ashbury, berkeley, etc} has been that hippie or crunchy equals liberal. well not so much in the mama-hood world...
i'm finding that many of the mamas on the boards are pretty conservative socially and quite religious. there is definitely a faction of mormon mamas who are very crunchy. and i have to admit: this is a bit unsettling for me sometimes...it definitely puts me on guard a little bit when i'm posting or on the forums. i find myself using the partner word but avoiding the she pronoun for fear of being judged.
however, i know that by withholding information and assuming that i will be judged, that i'm the one doing the judging...i'm the one judging them and assuming that their views will not be accepting of me. what would that say to my daughter? don't be yourself, for fear of being judged? that's certainly not a message i want to send her. so in order to practice my philosophy of leading by example, i'm working on acceptance on my part...
{photo of me wearing bea at an outfest fundraising event}
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