i'm not quite sure what to write today. so i'll keep it short. i'm feeling so much more disappointment, sadness and hatred (towards me) that i expected i would. when we planned to get married, it was before the june supreme court decision...so we didn't even expect to have the "right" to marry. but to have it for 5 short, sweet months & then have it ripped away is incredibly jarring. i'm trying to "keep the faith" as geoff kors urged folks to do at the SF "victory" rally last night, but i'll admit, it's hard. i'm feeling really dejected.
i feel like a "debbie downer," not able to participate in the celebration. when obama says, "america is a place where all things are possible," it's hard to feel included.
i'm sure tomorrow i'll be feeling much more positive & ready to fight for the rights of all citizens, but right now i'll take my "personal day."
patty & i are still MARRIED and our love is stronger than ever...no one can take that away.
i'll just stick to my mantra today: steady happy, steady happy, steady happy...
geoff kors posted election results here